Sense.

[SENSE]

I never thought we’ll be this close. I don’t know you until last year. We were friends. You were with someone else, I was happy for you. Then things didn’t go well with you and your someone. I wasn’t there to comfort you. We were still friends. You became busy and so I was with my studies. You’re good with giving advices. You know how to listen and be a friend. We bonded for months and became closer. We were close friends. We send SMS from time to time and then kwentuhan when we have the chance and I’m glad I see and know the real you than others. You weren’t afraid to tell me everything even the chismis you were in that time. People got jealous because of our closeness and I can’t blame them. I told you everything I want to tell you and you know I’m always here. We talk and send e-mail from time to time and I appreciate everything you’ve done and is still doing for me. Your care is always there despite the distance. Don’t be afraid to show your emotions and be emotionally attached to others. I hope to see you soon. and

Goodluck! Madami pa akong kwento para sayo.

Evil Sister.

Just when I’m about to leave the house for Emba tonight, my sister arrived and asked me where I’m going, I said “Emba and then she ranted about Emba being not safe to party, or its too late for me to go out, you have no money and you’ll wash the dishes there when you don’t have enough money to pay for your drinks, blah blah blah. Arfgh! I was pissed, honestly. Then, we went to Starbucks with my kuyas and her boyfriend. Oh well, I never liked his bf anyway. So there we are at starbucks, talking about stuffs that is not that interesting, and then my friends texted me how disappointed they were to me backing out on the last minute then I texted Myk that we’re not going. I feel sad because of it, the coffee didn’t help in cheering me up. I texted Myk that I’m starbucks and in 5 minutes he was there. (btw, Myk looked cute in his white polo) I told him the story of me not being allowed to go and he was like “Sige text mo ko pag pinayagan ka and sunduin kita” how kind of him talaga. Then we went home, I asked my sister if she’ll allowed me and she said “ikaw bahala, basta ako di kita pinayagan”.  

I hate my sister because of that… then I thought na baka she’s punishing me kasi di nea naranasan maging close sa mga HS friends nea and/or even college friends. She’s into studying and all kasi. I don’t blame her for that because she succeeded naman in her career. Pero wag nea lang akong itulad sa kanya! Buong sem akong nag-aral and nagpakagood student pero di nea alam un kasi wala sya dito sa Pinas to witness all of it. She’s clueless and she thinks she knows everything but she’s don’t. Its my time to party and have fun, sembreak naman e. Im pissed and sad tonite.I want to party and experience The Fort before thesis. Huhuhu.

[BTW, My sister’s not THAT evil. Exaggerated lang ung title and I don’t hate.]

The Magic Stays With You at Enchanted Kingdom!

EK is soooo much fun! Was with 7 of my friends and we had a blast riding the rides, eating junkfoods soo yum, and laughing and screaming all day. Yeah, my throat hurts like crazy but its ok! Fun naman e

Photo credits to IYA and IVY. Thanks girls!    

Come on! We know better than that!

Siguro nabasa neo na ung study about Ateneo being the top university in the country. Come on! Do you actually believe that? Read the study then react people. As if naman totoo un diba? I’m laughing right now kasi may nakasagutan lang ako about dun sa study and we’re both from UP. The point is, study lang un and di pa sya reliable. Why be mad and say s**t about the survey kung alam naman natin na di totoo un diba? UP clearly stated that there’s not enough basis for the results of the study. Tawanan nalang natin, please? Its not even a biggie deal in the first place. 

Yung company na gumawa nung study shempre di nila babawiin un diba? Or sasabihin na mali ung study nila. Gumawa na ng ingay ung study nila, ilang blogs na ang lumabas about dun, tamang publicity lang un. We know better than them.

 UP is still the No.1 university in the Philippines. There’s a big, uber big, difference between Ateneo and UP. 

one week…

…pa lang ang aking hit counter at nasa 130 na. Wooot! Sino kaya nagbabasa ng mga blogs ko? Hmmm

 you know you love.. xoxo marjiegirl, LOL

[Bummer]

Did nothing the whole day. Wokeup at around 2 in the afternoon, checked emails, plurked, etc. Now its 2 in the morning and im about to sleep again. But before I go to sleep I’ll watch a movie first. Pampaantok lang. Di ako sanay nanood ng movie na napanood ko na, feeling ko kasi memorize ko na mga lines and alam ko na mangyayari kaya wala ng thrill pero pag pinanood ko sya ulet dun ko mas naiintindihan ung movie, mas naappreciate, at mas gumaganda. Parang buhay lang yan, may mga bagay o tao na sa una akala natin walang worth or aksaya lang ng time and effort pero pag matagal na nating nakakasama mas naappreciate natin ung bagay or ung tao, mas nakikilala, mas minamahal. 

It takes time to like and love someone, we need to wait and have faith. But we don’t need others to like or love us, we don’t need others to be happy or we can find our happiness in this world without them. Cause in reality, we are all alone.

Declaration of Support for the Immediate Passage of the Reproductive Health Bill into Law

To:  Philippine Congress

We are seriously disturbed that more than 10 Filipino women die every day due to pregnancy and childbirth-related complications. The big majority of those who die are poor women at the prime of their lives. 

We are alarmed that 29 out of 1,000 infants die due to various sickness and illnesses that are preventable and curable. 

We are troubled that 4.9 million Filipino youth, aged 15-27 are sexually active but programs that would ensure their safety and help them become more responsible in dealing with their sexuality and relationships are severely lacking. Especially worrisome is the fact that 1 out of 5 female teenagers get pregnant before they reach their 20th birthday. 

These are just a few of the problems in the midst of the ongoing economic crisis, escalating poverty, and the ever-increasing prices of basic commodities and services. Moreover, the Philippine population grows unabated with almost 2 million individuals added every year. Researches consistently show that poverty is more prevalent among big families compared to smaller ones. 

The acute lack of services and information regarding reproductive health: 

* results in the untimely death of women and children; 
* is the reason why our youth are largely unprepared to deal with matters pertaining to their sexuality and relationships; and 
* exacerbates the effects of economic crisis and poverty on millions of ordinary Filipinos, especially those with big families. 

We believe that Filipinos, particularly the poor, urgently need access to information and services that will address their reproductive health needs.

We believe that a rights-based, comprehensive, and responsive reproductive health law will help empower Filipinos to achieve a better quality of life. 

We firmly believe that the passage of the Reproductive Health Bill into law will help actualize people’s, especially women’s rights to make informed decisions. 

Therefore, we call on our legislators to pass the Reproductive Health Bill into law now.

Sincerely,

The Undersigned

To sign the petition click here

 To view the copy of the Reproductive Health Bill (HB4110) click here

Spread the word. 

Oppose the disservice of the government and the suppression of the church

Lalalalala thoughts

Its almost 1 in the morning and I can’t sleep kaya ito blog muna. Woot! Isang presentation nalang and sem’s over for me! Yey! Isang napaka=emotionally draining and physically exhausting ang sem na ito. Naging busybusyhan sa org at mejo napabayaan ang acads. Pero di ko naman pinagsisihan ang lahat pero mas maayos ko lang sana ginawa ang mga bagay bagay mas naging madali ang lahat. Haha! When I run for the position I never thought na it’ll be that hard. As in H.A.R.D. Gawd! The former VP made it look easy but NOOOO!

During the first months I was like, “OMG! Why did I run for the position? Ano na naman itong pinasukan ko?”. I was getting too emotional sa mga bagay at sa mga tao. I was, and still is, optimistic for the organization. Summer pa lang sabi ko “Gagawin ko lahat for the org” and excited ako for the AY to start. Marami akong plano, marami akong gustong gawin pero marami rin ang di natupad dito. OK lang, majority naman rin and I think mas OK nga ung plans ng lahat. I thought kasi nung una things will run smoothly pag plinano ng maayos pero hindi lang pala un. Kelan mo rin i-consider mga tao sa paligid mo and you have to think for others lagi. 

After ng isang problem may susulpot pa ulet and ganun palagi. Paulit ulit lang. Kelangan mo silang intindihin, paliwanagan, at i-please.  Kelangan bawat actions mo ay “katanggap-tanggap” kasi pag hindi people will judge you dahil lang dun. Pag di ka nakasmile, sasabihin masungit ka. Pag tahimik ka, galit. People are watching you and waiting for you to commit mistakes so that they can laugh and stab you in the back and telling you that your efforts are not enough blah blah blah. 

Planning was definitely the hardest of all. You have to get the voice of the majority kung hindi magtatampo ung iba. You have to be not bias in everything or simply not to voice your stand. You have to be very careful with everything. As in careful.

Sabi nga nila, sa bawat paghihirap may kapalit naman and totoo naman. Lahat ng luha, puyat, sakit sa ulot, atbp ay nagiging sulit after ng mga events na super successful. Hindi mo magagawang magalit kasi masaya naman ang lahat, after ng lahat, kami kami parin ang nagdadamayan. 

Marami parin akong gustong gawin, ayokong maging safe kasi lahat gusto maging safe. Gusto kong i-challenge ang sarili ko. Boring na kasi pag walang challenge, hehe. At un ang natutunan ko this sem, to challenge yourself to do better and to accept change for good. Care for people around you and for the things that is happening around you. Di pwede ang kebs ka na lang sa lahat pero it doesn’t mean naman na mangialam ka or magpaapekto. i learned to not be emotional, to be reasonable, and to be myself dahil may social life din naman ako nabawasan nga lang. 

One more sem and gagrad na ako. One more sem of serving the org that I learned to love and that became my Family. Gash! Pano na ako after ng lahat? But then again, challenge na naman ito. Kaya ineenjoy lang habang pwede pa. Wala akong pinagsisisihan pero kung bibigyan ng pagkakataon na ulitin ulit ang first sem, I’ll do it again with less luha and more work while having fun. Hehehe.

i promised someone that I’ll do everything for the org and sana di ko sya nabigo.  Salamat sa guidance at sa late night textmsgs. Hoy ikaw, pag nagkita tayo manlilibre ka! Seryoso ako!

At sana di ko rin nabigo ung mga taong pinaglilingkuran ko.

[Di po ito rants. Kaya bawal mag-assume. Hehe]

GradPic

Had our grad pic taken yesterday. And it was fun and super kilig! At first I was a bit hesitant to have my grad pic taken this early because I can’t feel that I’m graduating already or not sure whether I’ll graduate this year. Haha. But I already told my parents about it and they already send the money so I, together with Jen and Iya, was scheduled last monday. And because of excitement or we’re just lazy to buy food we forgot to eat lunch that day.

The photographer told me that my eyes were sad and so they began dancing infront and beside me. They were telling me to be happy and feel pretty and sexy. And so I tried my best to be sexy and pretty but my eyes not cooperating and is still SAD. Gawd! Then the Thel had this brightest idea ever, and i love her for that, to call my crush to help me in smiling. And it worked! We, me and my crush, had our pic taken together and it was the best pic of me that day. He made me smile and I’m thankful for him. It was a tiring day and thanks to Jen, Thel, and Iya to keep me company and enjoy the moment.

To Jen, Ms. China Tourism (naks naman! hehe), thanks for helping me to smile and for being my photographer that day!

To Thel, for that brightest idea ever and for always telling me that Im pretty that day (nakakamiss ka!).  

 To Iya, for Oly and the smiles!

One more sem guys! Hoping for the best next sem and dapat grumad tayong lahat!

 Here’s some of the behind the scenes pics…

The Pasaway In Me

Was researching about something and I found out that I must not drink or smoke because it can cause my sickness to worstened.  Hahaha. And sem’s about to end so the moni and gimiks are set so knowing the pasaway in me… di ko masusunod un. Hahaha! Goodluck Marj!