40 [not-so] Dirrrty Little Secrets
September 30, 2008
Goodbye Hopes and Dreams!
The sem’s almost over and I must say that this sem is my most deliquent sem ever! Not paying much attention in class, divided priorities, and wrong time management. God, sorry! I thought I can do all those things but it seems that I can’t. Is it my fault to be that devoted and active doing things for others or this is my wake up call to priority my studies than anything else?
With all that is happening with my life right now, I can’t afford to be deliquent and not to prioritize acads, my dear love life. Crap!
Goodbye Hopes and Dreams? Hopefully not!
Sigaw!
September 29, 2008Wala lang. Feel ko lang sumigaw. Malapit na ko sumabog e. Gusto ko na pumunta ng EK para makasigaw. Kesa naman magalit ako sa mga tao diba. Sisigaw na lang ako. Useless ang galit or inis pag alam mong hindi worth ng galit or inis mo ung tao na un. Pasira lang talaga ng araw. Normal naman ung mga ganun e. Sabi ko, “kaya pa!” Aba! Dapat ko lang talagang kayanin. Konti nalang nasa outside world na ako. Sana! Pero sige, kaya pa talaga yan.
Ikaw, kaya mo pa ba? Or suko ka na?
Isigaw mo lang. Kaya mo pa yan! 
Plans!
I hate making plans. Minsan, or kadalasan, di naman kasi natutuloy.
Dahil narin sa gusto kong i-treat ang aking sarili. Nagyaya akong gumimik with my UPB blockmates, HS friends at Orgmates. Tatlong gala for the month of October. Dalawa gimik, ung isa sa EK. Waah! Sana matuloy. Masarap sumigaw. At gusto kong sumigaw. Pang alis ng sama ng loob, inis, at galit narin siguro.
Excited na ako. Oops dapat pala di naeexcite, di natutuloy e.
Enjoy the hellweek guys! And have fun sa sembreak!
Three weeks!
September 24, 2008Will spend three weeks in province this semestral break! Yey!
Here’s the things I want to do:
1. CamSur - Caramoan, CWC baby!
2. Jetski!
3. Learn to drive - as promised by my dad.
4.Overnight swimming with HS buddies.
5. Bbq party with relatives.
6. Jogging with Dad.
7. Shopping with Mom!
8. Review for the quiz bee and LAE. Pffft!
Happy!
I Miss Home!
I miss my mom and my dad. I miss sleeping beside them. Making kwento about anything under the sun. I miss our afternoon eat outs and dinner beside the beach. I miss their hugs. One more month and I’m home and
Sarbey
September 14, 2008From JEN’s blog….
EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:
FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:
== Ms. Aiza B. Diezmo, BFF for 13years
FIRST SCHOOL:
==Litlle Sunbeam (Now, New Eve Learning Center)
FIRST CELL PHONE:
==Nokia3310
FIRST FUNERAL:
==Grandmothers. 4 days difference.
FIRST PET:
==goldfish
FIRST BIG TRIP:
==Baguio when I was 8y/o
FIRST FIGHT:
==siblings
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:
==hmm stefano mori
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?:
==soon!
FIRST JOB:
==baby sitter for free!
>>>>>EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED:
==liz
LAST CAR RIDE:
=hmm car? taxi?
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
==today
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED:
==21
LAST FOOD YOU ATE:
==kfc’s spag and chicken
LAST ITEM BOUGHT:
==books
LAST SHIRT WORN:
==pink hollister top
LAST PHONE CALL:
==iya and dan
LAST TEXT MESSAGE:
==dan
LAST KISS:
==beso-liz and ate kit;
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED:
==cordless phone
LAST FUNERAL:
==grandmothers
LAST TIME AT THE MALL:
==a while ago.. shangrila
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING:
==yesterday
LAST PERSON YOU SAW:
==jen
LAST THING YOU DRANK:
==coke
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART:
==the dude from senior yr in hs
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?:
==everyday. at least im trying to.
Rushing things…
September 13, 2008First sem’s almost over. Second sem’s fast approachimg. And hopefully, I’ll march by April. I need to graduate! LOL!
Last year means last year of asking allowance from parents, going to school, studying (as if!), seeing friends in our tambs or just making tambay within UP. Oh Gash I’ll surely miss these.
And yeah, im rushing to do things that I need to do before graduating like watching plays or free movies at UP Theater, free concert or make that cheap concert during UP Fairs (only in UP),and just havin’ fun without worrying about my grades or other issues in life. I’ll surely miss UP.
[at tambs, 2pm. have not eaten lunch yet. ]
I Miss!
September 10, 2008Last year probably was the most fun year I ever had in UP. Seriously.
A year full of moni, tagays, and late night gimiks with friends. That’s where I get to know some, if not all, the people that I call friends right now. For others, beer’s not the best way to get to know others but I believe otherwise. In drinking, you’ll know the true color of your drinking buddies, in spill the bottle they’ll tell you their secrets, in tagayan you’ll know who’s the strong drinker in your bunch, it reveals your drinking buddies true “identity”.
And yes, I MISS those days! Days that all I do is to sleep my hangover and be sober for another day of booze. But, studies is still our priority and until now.
To my drinking buddies, this is for you to know how I miss our drinking sessions. Kampay!
”Its not the beer its the bonding and kwentuhan sessions with my friends that I truly miss the most”
Whatever Marj! You’re such a LOSER!
September 8, 2008Had a conversation with a friend from Baguio. She transferred to UPLB while I transferred to UPD.
Though we don’t talk that much since we left Baguio. We make it sure that we talk at least once a month.
And I’m missing her sooo badly. Yay!
Now, she’s in Hawaii na. Pffft! Whie I’m still here in the Philippines. Waaah!
And the other close friend of ours is traveling around Asia. Last time I heard she’s in Korea. While I’m still here in the Philippines.
Oh yeah. I’m a LOSER for not being able to travel like them. I’m stuck here. Doing what? Studying! Pfft!
It was our plan that we’ll apply for scholarship abroad. And I’m the only one who wasn’t able to make it overseas. Err parang OFW lang e noh?
I’m envious of them. Buti pa sila.
Huhuhu.
Hopes that Dad will permit me to travel this sembreak abroad. Like in China or Bangkok or HK. Please, dad?
Blog before going to sleep.
Ala plurk…
IAMMARJ is too lazy to study.
IAMMARJ says her life’s pretty complicated right now.
IAMMARJ thinks that she needs a break from everything.
IAMMARJ feels sad.
IAMMARJ wonders what will happen tomorrow? The day after tomorrow?
IAMMARJ was crying a while ago.
IAMMARJ has no one right now.
IAMMARJ asks what to do?
IAMMARJ hopes for the best.
IAMMARJ will sleep after finishing this blog.
IAMMARJ needs a hug right now.
IAMMARJ wishes for a peace of mind
IAMMARJ wants to go on a vaca abroad. for two weeks!
IAMMARJ hates what she’s feeling right now.
IAMMARJ gives love to everyone.
IAMMARJ shares that life is easy when you want it to be.
IAMMARJ likes doing nothing. Noooot!
IAMMARJ loves how she manages to smile amidst all the problems in her life right now..
Viajar!
September 5, 2008
Dream?
Today was the last day of our volunteering duties at Y4IT. I slept late last night therefore I woke up late this morning. Dad called at around 6am while I’m still sleeping. He asked me when will my review will start, what time my class is, if im awake or still asleep and obviously I was half awake and half asleep during that time. He asked mo to window shop for a laptop bag so that when he went here tomorrow we’ll just buy the bag… blah blah blah…
The funny part of our conversation was when he told me “Ah dapat ka ng turuan magdrive” and my reply was just “Ahhh” then he said “pag uwi mo dito patuturuan na kita” and I replied with “Ah” then he hung up.
Was it just a dream? Or a true conversation that happened between my dad and I about me learning to drive? Could that mean by next year that I’ll have my own car? Woooot! Wishing!
I never thought that my dad will let me learn to drive. Im hoping that its not a dream. I want to learn to drive since he taught me the basics but he never let me to drive as in drive. Waaah! I’m happy kid again.
P.S.
I want Mazda 3. Ke guapo!
Just tired.
September 3, 2008Tired from our org’s month long activities and events. But the anniversary was a BIG SUCCESS.
Now, our org volunteered to be part, again, of this year’s Y4IT.
And today was our first day. It was exhausting I must say. Wala naman kaming ginawa masyado pero nakakapagod.
But I know at the end of this week, everything will be less tiring. Hopefully.
Nakakapagod din mag-isip. Lalo na pag di mo lam kung ano ang dapat mong isipin sa mga bagay bagay. Not demanding anything though. Wag mo lang akong pasanayin. Mahirap na. Soon? We’ll see.
Nakakapagod.
Haaaay..
Makatulog na nga…
Another day na naman bukas… Mapapagod kaya ulet ako?
