What’s the diff?
August 2, 2008Its been a happy week and I’ve been putting up a happy face and a good mood. I can fool others that I’m fine but I can’t fool myself on what I really feel.
I’m thankful to those who sees that I’m not ok and worries about me. At least they can tell.
The day before yesterday, I told a friend that I need to be in a good mood always to not affect others. I never wanted to be sakit ng ulo to others or be known as a bully-er or be the center of the attention. I’d rather be on the side, supporting others and pushing them to do their best. And I hope, I’m doing the right thing. Its been months since I stripped myself of the right of being sad or be in a bad mood. I know its wrong but I think its working.
Its a long journey but I know I can make it. I’m just having fun.
What’s the diff? Its doing what your best without losing hope and giving up without even trying.
