I swear.

I, Marj D., do solemnly swear to strictly follow the schedule listed below. This is for my own good and for my future (if I want to have one).

~Be home by 7pm or 8pm at the most.

~Make it sure to eat dinner. No diet. As of the moment.

~Review notes for the day by 9pm.

~Do assignments/projects.

~Review for exam (two weeks before the exam) and quiz (two days before).

~Net life will start at around 11pm until 12mn or 1 am, the most.

~Do org stuffs after acad stuffs.

~Sleep at around 1am. Nothing more.

~After finishing OJT, hopefully by second week of September, I must jog everyday after class.

~Diet comes with the jogging.

~Have the time to read and answer the MSA kit for LAE. A must.

~Have time to shop and enjoy the nightlife from time to time. Twice a month or every two weeks at most.

~Have fun while following this schedule.

This schedule will take effect starting tomorrow, August 26 2008 until the day I graduated from college.

Signed:

Marj D.

Quezon City Philippines

August 25, 2008

Its a choice…

Really.

 Why be if you can be ?

Why :’( if you can find your way out of your problems by laughing?

Why be a bitch if you can be nicer?

Why stick to the person you are now, if you can be better?

Really. Why?

Hope

 You hope because you believe.

You believe because you love.

You love because you find he/she special.

That special someone made us believe in HOPE.

HOPE that might bring you happiness or sadness.

Happiness, if your hope came true.

Sadness, if you hope too much then it didn’t go the way you want it to be.

To hope is to hold on something. Like love.

You hope for LOVE.

You hope fo HAPPINESS.

You hope for all the GREAT THINGS in this world.

You don’t stop hoping.

You don’t stop believing.

…but don’t cling much on it.

Hope is a bitch. Be careful.

When reality strikes, move on.

Hope again. Love again.

Find your happiness.

 And see how your HOPING finds its way to your Destiny…

[Magulo ang utak while I’m writing this blog.. I’ll edit this soon… ] 

Tinamad ako…

Tinatamad akong mag-isip..

Tinatamad akong magreact..

Tinatamad akong makipagsalamuha sa mga tao..

Hayaan ko nalang mga bagay bagay.. Nakakatamad kasi…

Yet Another Challenge…

This sem’s full of challenges and surprises… and one thing, that I’m regretting now, is saying YES to my dad with me taking LAE by November and reviewing for the exam starting September during Sundays. Wala na ba talaga akong pahinga? I told my dad not to tell anyone about my LAE review and he promised he won’t. The next day I learned that my Lolo Judge (a retired judge) went into our house to check if I’m going to take LAE and my dad told him that I am. Now there’s the pressure. Since HS they (my dad, my Lolo Judge, and my Lolo Inggoy) kept on pursuing me to take Law though I;m not sure if that’s what I really want to do with my life. I want to travel. I want to take up Masters then PhB. But then again, I didn’t refuse on what they wanted me to do. Them being makulit irritates me so I said YES just for them to stop nagging me about LAW. For god’s sake! I have no clue on what will my life be after law school though I’m not sure whether I’ll pass or not. 

Haaay. Lots of thoughts keep running in my head right now. Pero ito muna ishare ko..

My Sacrifice

One thing that I’ve learned to do this semester is to sacrifice.

I’ve learned to be matipid and sacrificed my love for shopping.

I’ve learned to be hyper kahit puyat just to finish all the things that I needed to do and sacrifice my love for sleeping.

I’ve learned  to study at home and do org stuff while in school and sacrifice my “bummer” mode.

I’ve learned to  be sane eventhough things make me insane at times.

I’ve learned to plan which I’m never good at.

I’ve learned to let all the negative feelings and bad moods slip away. They just ruin my day and do no good.

I’ve learned to separate my personal and family problem from my “professional” problem.

I’ve learned to fulfill my responsibility with no hurt feelings.

I’ve learned to be strong and less emotional amidst difficulties.

i’ve learned to learn all these things I’ve mentioned for the better. And so far so good!

Happy!

The week started off pretty bad. Why? Secret. Won’t spill anything.

And today feels like a Friday night. Tired. Stressed. 

Though I don’t think its because of my academics. Eh ano nga ba? I don’t know, either.

I can’t afford to be emo or be sad. I just can’t. I want to be happy! Happy! Happy!

And yeah, HAPPY ME!

OT: My Rizal Tour–National Museum, Casa Manila, and Fort Santiago are the most popular posts here in my blog… Maybe I need to post more post like those… Maybe lang.. Hehehe..

Lurvin’ PHOTOFUNIA

My stress and sadness reliever: PHOTOFUNIA!

Just simply choose the design you want for your picture, browse the picture you want the viola! You have your very own billboard, magazine cover, shirt design, etc! Its fun!

Sample pics…

 UP LISSA Soarin’ High!  

Me!

Try it guys! Click PHOTOFUNIA and have fun with your photos!  

Kilig Moment No. 1

No.1 kasi malamang may mga kasunod pa ito… hihihi

Today was our org’s anniversary launch…I wasn’t able to text HIM because I thought he already received the invite for the ribbon cutting and the merienda after… Then I approached HIM in the corridor and asked if he’s coming to the ribbon cutting and he said he wasn’t then I asked if he received the invie and he answered “No!”… And because of my kapalmuks move, I asked him if he can stay for the ribbon cutting.. and he answered “Sige, wala narin akong class nun…” I said “Sige, salamat! Dapat makikita kita talaga dun ha!” He replied with a smile.. Yiheee!

And that was around 12nn… He waited 4 hours for the ribbon cutting because of me! Haha!

Waaaah! Until now nikikilig parin ako, 

Kuripot ako!

I just got back from TriNoMA with my sister and her boyfriend. I wasn’t planning on buying anything for myself. The reason why I went to the mall was because of the photopaper that I need to print something for my org. And then, we walked around. Went to different stores and then to Guess. And there I saw the prettiest wallet I’ve seen so far and the price isn’t that bad either. Its on sale so I was so ready to buy it. BUT then I realized, is it really worth the price and for shoppingera like moi, it is worth the price. Its GUESS baby, Guess! Thankfully, my sister wants to buy something at the next store. I was in the bridge of opening my wallet and buying the item. Whew!

As we stroll around the mall, I saw this interesting looking baking pans, measuring cups, and other baking stuffs on display. I immediately check the price and was shocked to see that the baking set is just P395. Very cheap! And I thought, why not buy the baking set instead of the wallet? But I want the GUESS wallet really bad! 

Suddenly, I had this bright idea *ting!* Why not let my dad buy me the pans then I’ll buy the wallet. Genuis ‘ne?

What’s the diff?

Its been a happy week and I’ve been putting up a happy face and a good mood. I can fool others that I’m fine but I can’t fool myself on what I really feel.

I’m thankful to those who sees that I’m not ok and worries about me. At least they can tell.

The day before yesterday, I told a friend that I need to be in a good mood always to not affect others. I never wanted to be sakit ng ulo to others or be known as a bully-er or be the center of the attention. I’d rather be on the side, supporting others and pushing them to do their best. And I hope, I’m doing the right thing. Its been months since I stripped myself of the right of being sad or be in a bad mood. I know its wrong but I think its working.

Its a long journey but I know I can make it. I’m just having fun.

What’s the diff? Its doing what your best without losing hope and giving up without even trying.